I am not in my normal sassy frass fun loving adventurist mood. I was let down tonight. I wanted to go have fun, be silly and just laugh at whatever mischievous adventure I got us in to. Granted I'm 37 but I'm very young and playful by heart. My boyfriend is too serious, has no clue what fun is and dragged me down. I just want someone like me who enjoys life and living in the moment with no worries as to the "what ifs"
I say who gives a fuck. I'm not and never have been in trouble with the law and I'm not about to start but damn it for keeping me locked in a cage of wondering if that grass is greener. I know this journal thing is probably supposed to be about my art but right now I can't even focus on the several projects I'm working on. Im just gonna smoke some tree and climb into a better mind frame that's pretty damn HIGH up lol
It's 4:20am imagine that. Goodnight good morning good whatever